infected burns

The indications of a third degree buurn are as follows... no pain, black or white appearrence...

The indications of an infected burn... pain.

On a good day I cut, on a bad day I burn. Sunday morning I burned myself, it took 3 burns in the same place to make the pattern I wanted. 2 second degree burns and a 3rd. I'm hoping for a scar that will last, something that can be seen. A mark that says yes, your pre-suppositions are correct.

I want to show my pastor because he has  a psych degree and thinks he can figure me out. I want to show him the scars I have and tell him about the voices and why I don't like to drive. I want to disturb him that he'll either take action or just go away.

My friend said he'd bring be ice cream and beer and we'd watch movies. He's too sweet.