I'll get through this

Another day, well after all I've been through I'm learning to appreciate things more. I enjoy the sun but sad because my back doesn't work well anymore. I just got over a virus that caused crazy dizziness for 3 weeks. That was scary. Down to the crunch MRI for my back tonight. Feb. 2008 I stopped working. I can't barely walk. Too many injections. I can't do that anymore. I'm done with the substandard healthcare I've received. If I was somewhere else I could've had surgery and back to work but no they let me live for 19 months in excruitiating pain but since I can walk from bed to washroom or a few steps down the street they say I don't need surgery. But the pain! No one cares. Let's hope the MRI shows my pain. More tomorow.